Alright I know it has been close to 2 weeks so atleast let me start off with thanking those who have offered a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on. I am sorry that I didn't respond to any of your messages...though they were greatly apreciated.

So yes it has now been 2 week and 2 days since the death of my grandfather and it has been quite the rollercoster of emotions. I am not getting into it here cause it will either just supreamly piss me off or send me too tears so best to just leave it alone.

As I had also mentioned in my last journal entry my wisdom teeth have been pulled out. I got really really lucky. I barley had any pain after the frezzing wore off and was off of pain killers the next day. I am so thankful that it went as well as it did. I don't think I could have handled grandpas funeral let alone a week with my sister if I had still been in pain.

BTW...if anyone knows of a oart time job I am fianlly really starting to look. I will explain that all though another time.

My time is about up so I luv you guys and hope to see you all very soon.